| sucky!!! |
[Sep. 14th, 2006|09:56 pm] |
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| | none | ] | well it has been a sucky week... i got laid off from my job. which really sucks. i have to look for a new job now after being at this job for almost a yr.... I dont know what to think ne more. i'm really bummed out |
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| HAPPY TURKEY DAY!! |
[Nov. 24th, 2005|08:36 pm] |
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| | sleepy | ] | HEY EVERYONE HAPPY TURKEY DAY!! HOPE YOU ALL HAD A GREAT THANKSGIVING!
I know all you have a 4 day weekend... I on the other hand.... have to be at work at 6AM!!!!!! sucky.... |
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| got the job |
[Oct. 20th, 2005|10:05 pm] |
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| | relieved | ] |
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| | Ashlee simpson | ] | hey guys...
just thought that i would do a quick update before i go to bed....
member how i said that i had a job interview today???? well, i went to the interview, and i got the job!!! YAY GO ME!! so now i'm working full time at Secured Funding. Monday through friday 8:30am to 5:30pm. I already know that its gonna be hard trying to get up early to go to work. BUT!!!!! i get to go shopping this weekend for clothes for the new job! OH!! AND SHOES!!!!!!!!!!!!!! more cute shoes for me!!! OH YEA!!! GO ME!!! LOL
OH i got the new Ashlee Simpson CD. I like it. Its so cool. I love the song "L.O.V.E." its a nice beat! u guys should go buy it!
well anyways....
just thought that i would let ya all know that I got a job! OH and i'm gonna get paid $9.50 an hour! how cool is that!?!??!?!?!? SO COOL!! i'm so excited that i'm getting paid that much. OH YEA!!
LOL
well gots to get to bed!! getting tired!!
talk with ya all laters!!
night guys!
Amanda |
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| WTF!?!?!?!?!?!? |
[Oct. 18th, 2005|09:25 pm] |
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| | pissed off | ] |
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| | none... | ] | you ever have one of those days where you forget to do stuff??? well that day was today...
I cooked my self lunch today (bean and cheese burrito) well i accidently left the beans in the pot on the stove. I forgot to empty it out and put it in the dishwasher....my mom called me and left me a message on my cell phone telling me that she is sick of me leaving stuff on the stove all of the time. She also told me that i forgot to go to a hair appoitment that i had last month and she blames me for my hairstylist not getting her money that she makes her living off of. Well sorry that i forgot... but ya know i lost the card on it that had my appointment on.... but her work does have receptionists who are supposed to call people the day before and remind you that you have an appointment... well no one did that... ALSO if you dont show up they normally call you and say HEY, you have an appointment with so and so at this time.... did you know that?? SO SORRY that i forgot....but anyway... mom told me that she is sick and tired of me leaving my crap all over the place.... well she does the SAME thing too all the time... she will leave her stuff on the stove and forget to put it in the dishwasher too. She yells at me for that stuff when sometimes I have to clean up her messes too. But she said that I know taht i wouldnt like it very much if she took the beans that I cooked and dumped it all over my bed, and I had to clean them up....
ARE YOU KIDDING ME??????????????? She would stoop (dont know how to spell it) so low to do that kind of childish thing??? Honestly, that wouldnt solve the problem of me having to clean up my crap. If u just say hey you left it on the stove, i'm not gonna clean it up, thats your responsiblility. SO just freakin leave it on the fucking stove and I'll clean it when i come home in the morning.... (at the bf's house right now writing this) but SERIOUSLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! why would you do that??? i dont get it!! I seriously think that mother has some problems....
Do you think that she has some problems?!?!?!? I DO!!!!!!!!!!!!
PLEASE PLEASE tell me what you think!!!I need to know!
thanks guys
Amanda |
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| job interview |
[Oct. 18th, 2005|10:03 am] |
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| | Ashlee Simpson- L.O.V.E. | ] | well i have a job interview on Thursday at 3pm! wish me luck. I know that I'm gonna need it! I havent had to go to an interview in a long time. PLUS I have to bring a resume for the interview.... so it looks like I'm gonna have to re-type my resume, so that it will look more professional.
The job is for a martgage company, as a data entry person. So thats cool. I can deal with that.... plus its full time. Hopefully its just a Monday through Friday 9-5 kinda thing. because that would be SO AWESOME if it is... then that means WEEKENDS OFF!! YAY!!! lol
well i gots to go right now... just thought that I would let everyone know of my job interview lol
talk with ya all laters!!
comment please!!!
Thanks!!
Amanda |
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| its been a LONG time... |
[Oct. 15th, 2005|12:07 pm] |
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| | pleased | ] |
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| | Ashlee simpson | ] | well i know that i should update more often... but lately I've been just getting on the computer checking everyone elses journal but not doing mine...so i think that its time that i should update ya all on what is going on in my life....
as all of you know the last time i updated i was at my b/fs place while he was still in the navy. Well, he is out of the navy now... which is really nice! i helped him move back up to THE OC! lol its really nice to have him back up here. Now I dont have to drive 100 mile just to see him. I only have to drive 10 minutes. :-D
I had a job.... but i quit because it hurt my back so bad. But I really really really need a job. I have bills that i need to pay and I dotn have the money for it. It really sucks ass. I've applied at so many places but no one calls me back for it. I wanna get a job that is an office job to where i can sit down and do work. Because i'm a fast typer, so i know that i could get work done fast.
I found out from my mom today that she is looking at houses... which means that with in the next yr we are gonna be moving again. I mean yea it would be nice to have a house and all of that... but just the fact of moving again. I hate packing things... and unpacking things... UGH just knowing that we are gonna be moving in the next yr kinda puts me down in the dumps....
I got bored and started cooking some cookies... cant wait till they cool off and i can have some... yummmmmmyyyyyy cookies.
My bf and i are gonna be going to this air show tomorrow which is gonna be cool. I've never been to an air show before... so it will be cool.
well i gotta run... cookies are done!!!! YUMMY COOKIES!!! lol
well comment guys! |
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| its been a while... |
[Jun. 27th, 2005|11:59 pm] |
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| | sleepy | ] | well i know that hardly anyone reads this. But i think that i'll update anyway. I know its been probably a good month or two since i've updated...
well first off, just wanted to say that my bf is finally back fron his underway... YAY but tonight he has duty... (oh, and right now i'm at his place...just in case you were wondering) but anyway.. yea... well lets just say that a couple of weeks ago i got kicked out of the house again. THIS TIME it was for not cleaning the house the way that my mom wanted it to be. I accidently knocked over one of my drinks in the garage, and i didnt know i did, so i didnt pick it up. But the next morning i did, and the floor was sticky. well my mom told me to clean it. So, i did clean it... but of course it wanst to moms "cup of tea" so she told me that i needed to pack up my stuff and leave... and i'm not to come back until i can say that I'm sorry, and that i will clean the house. whatever. like im gonna apologize for something that stupid. Thats so rediculous. I mean the last time that she kicked me out was because i forgot to clean out the dishewasher. I mean how stupid and ANAL is that? but whatever, i'm totally over it. Because my bf said that i could stay at his place as long as i clean up and help keep the apartment clean.... well, i've been doing that... and everytime he comes home, more mess. LoL but its ok, I love him, AND it gives me something to do during the day so that i'm not so bored out of my head. so its a good thing.
well i'm in his bedroom right now on the computer, while his roommate is in the next room watching a movie. I mean i hope he realizes that its 12am and he has duty tomorrow... but oh well, not my problem. But i am tired... and i need to get some sleep...
my bf has duty tonight too... so its kinda weird being here while his roommate is home. but oh well...tomorrow night my bf and i get the place to ourselves..or well kinda... i mean if he gets home b4 10, but i know that he is gonna be tired. Hopefully I'm in bed when he comes home... that will be a nice wake up gift. LoL but yea... like i said. i'm totally gonna go now. I'm tired. I had to go to the store and get food for my self today. and then bring it back to his place... and the park down the street because there was no parking in guest parking... which really sucks. But oh well, thats life.
well i hope you all liked my post... i know that this will not be read by anyone... because i know that no one reads these things anyway...so its basically me, just chatting with my self...
alrighty... good night all....
I'll try and do a better post tomorrow or whenever i can...
talk with ya'all later!
manda |
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| American Idol |
[May. 25th, 2005|10:16 pm] |
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| | omg like so excited! | ] | well not all of u watch the show... but now my show is over :-(
BUT BUT BUT!!!! my FAVORITE AMERICAN IDOL WON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOU GUYS HAVE NO IDEA HOW EXCITED I AM!! **WOO HOO!!!!!!!!**
Ive watched the show from when it first started, and i was voting for Carrie Underwood (just in case you guy dont know who she is....) the whole time! I'm just so happy that she finally won!!
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on another note... on friday the b/f should be coming home... well i know he is... i dont know what time he is coming home...he is gonna call me as soon as he pulls in and when he is able to talk. i was hoping that he would be able to surprise me when he gets home... but he told me in an e-mail that he wont be home till later that night. SO, it looks like i'll have to keep my self busy while i'm down in SD. I just hope that they still have food in their fridge...if its not good.... then im throwing it out!
GOSH i'm like so excited its not even funny! i just cant wait to see him... it's been a long month....
but i know that the excitment is gonna turn to sadness because on tuesday he leaves again....so sad.. so sad...
well i better go... while im still in a good mood!
talk with ya all later!! |
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| im mad |
[May. 16th, 2005|12:46 am] |
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| | extremely pissed off!!!!!!!!! | ] | well its almost 1am, and right now my b/f is in canada doing his thing for the navy...and right now he is out with friends getting drunk. I can totally understand going out and having fun. But when u tell me that you will be calling me at 10 to talk to me b4 u have to go to bed because you have work the next morning...then just do it. Call me.
I text him at 11 something telling him im gonna try to go to sleep and to still call me when he is at least back in his hotel room so i know that him and all of his buddies made it home ok. Well...I havent heard anything. I'm worried...and I'm pissed off at the same time. Every night when i have a conversation with him thse past couple of nights he has been drunk. The ONLY night that he wasnt drunk he had duty. Well right now I'm exptremely pissed off at him. When i talk to him tomorrow i'm gonna let him have it. im so pissed of right now that im shaking. I woke up at 12:30... out of a dead sleep let me remind you....because i felt like something was wrong...cause I didnt get a phone call.
well im going to bed now... so the next morning will come.... |
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| updating time.... |
[May. 6th, 2005|10:33 pm] |
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| | very tired | ] | Well right now im sitting at my b/f's house while he is on duty...long story, tell you later...
ANYWAY....
well like i said...im sitting at my b/f's house waiting for my self to get tired enough so that i can go to sleep, and then the morning will come, and then the b/f will be home! YAY!! but the sad part is that my b/f is leaving soon to go underway again for 2 months... I'm really sad about that. But there is nothing really that I can do about it. Im just glad that he only has two more Underways, and then he gets out of the navy in august. Which is like SUPER DUPER exciting!!!!!!!!!!! I'm like so excited its not even funny. The past yr has been a real big change for me too. My b/f and I have been going out for almost a yr...I mean yea this month it's been a yr since my mom and his mom set us up, and we started hanging out and all of that jazz. But just the fact that now he is gonna be gone on our one yr anniversary sucks butt. But he when he does get back he owes me a birthday present, and a 1 yr anniversary gift! HA!!
This weekend is gonna be a busy one too. Well Saturday morning my b/f comes home from duty...he is gonna take a nap...and then we are gonna head back up to the Orange county area...( just in case u forgot I'm down in San Diego right now...where the b/f lives... LoL) but yea... we have to stop by his moms so that she can see him b4 he leaves on monday. But MOthers day is this weekend...so if you havent gotten anything for your mother I suggest that you do so....cause you know if you dont ur gonna get ur mother very upset (trust me...i learned this from last yr when i didnt have enough money to get my mom anything...)
WOW i just got really tired all of a sudden...but I need to finish this entry....
must finish...
must finish....
BUT guess what I got my mom for mothers day!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! I got her an autographed 8x10 of Dan Marino (from the Miami Dolphins) but in case u havent figured it out....my mom is a BIG dolphins fan. SO hopefully she will LOVE her gift. Im hoping... my b/f got his mom an autographed picture of SHAQ! and she is a BIG lakers fan just like my mom is too...so i know they both are gonna want that gift. LOL but I hope my momlikes hers....Hopefully she doesnt go in my room cause both of theif gifts are in my room...hopefully she doesnt go snooping around. Cause I know thats how moms are when they know they are getting a gift...and they wanna know what it is. LoL Cause i know i am! LOL
Tonight when i got down to my b/fs apartment, I went into guest parking to find a spot...I should have known that there wasnt going to be anything. SO I had to drive down to the shopping center to get a spot. So tomorrow morning my b/f and i are gonna have to switch spots...
man im hungry....im like craving denny's so bad right now...im cravin there cheese stix lol
Well right now its almost 11pm...and i'm really tired now... and I need to get some sleep...cause last night i got woken up from that stupid Thunder storm from the rain. scared the crap out of me.
well anyway...im sleepy...
goodnight to ya all!
Mandas |
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| its been a while.... |
[Apr. 24th, 2005|06:56 am] |
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| | im just ok.... | ] | I know its been a while since i've updated....just been really busy lately....
But i think the last time i updated was rigt before my b/f was supposed to have come home. Well he is home now...and with in two weeks he is gonna be leaving again. which sucks. BUT he is getting out of the navy soon. WHICH IS AWESOME! i honestly cant wait. NO more leaving me at months at a time. But also i have to find a new job as well as my b/f does when he gets out.
Lately i've been a little down in the dumps, and i dotn know why. When i'm at home i feel as though as im gonna have an emotional breakdown. But all that would happen is i would just sit there...and then all of sudden start crying. whats up with that? i dont get it!
I was with my b/f this weekend. Well, except today cause he has duty today. so i woke up and decided to go to my friends house this morning. Cause i didnt want to drive home while i was still tired. But i'm driving to my friends house...and im just getting ready to park my car...when all of a sudden i look behind me and there is a cop RIGHT behind me. I was thinking that the F*#%$ did i do???? then he has me pull into the next drive way, and then i role down my window and he says "I ran ur plates and i ran them wrong cause the plates that came up, came up as a 81 Toyota..." he didnt tell me all the details to it...but my guess is that he was looking for a STOLEN car...i know mine isnt stolen...cause my car isnt a 81 toyota...it's a 2004!!! U think that the cop was a little off???? I DO!! All i know is that it scared the shit out of me. I had no idea what i did wrong and then im getting pulled over! HOLY CRAP!
So right now i'm at my friends house waiting for them to get up...cause now i'm not tired after being pulled over by a cop....which really sucks...case now i have to keep my self occupied for like another 2 hours...and thats gonna go by SLOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ugh..
well anyway....ihope this update was ok for u guys....
talk with ya all later!
Manda |
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| YAY |
[Mar. 26th, 2005|12:27 am] |
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| | happy | ] | well i finally got home from spening time with my hunny :-D
it was great to be able to see him again. I never thought that we would hug that long. But let me tell you it was a great hug! **smiles**
tonight is gonna be a hosrt entry because i'm really tired. We went out to dinner tonight. Kinda like a date i guess. but just a dinner date. But the place we went to was SO good. I tried some of his fish, and it tasted great. The last time that I tasted fish it had a very fishy taste to it, and it didnt taste that great. But let me tell u it was awesome.
But tomorrow we are gonna have easter at his moms since my baby has duty on easter. :-( which kinda sucks....but i'm used to him having duty on holidays. :-\
but anyhow...after easter dinner at his moms i'm gonna be heading back to his place so him and i can actually be alone together, and just have "together time" We havent had that in a while. SO it will be nice :-)
well i better go now...i'm sleepy, and i have to be up early to get ready for easter dinner tomorrow...even though it isnt easter yet. LoL
talk to you all later! |
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| WHY ME!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!? |
[Mar. 23rd, 2005|10:53 pm] |
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| | extremely pisses off | ] | I dont understand why mothers have to be such a pain.
Why do they always have to bring you down??
Why do they always have to ruin your day??
Why do they tell you that ur a lazy person??
Why do they have to put you down all the time??
Why do they make you cry??
AND why do they have to put u down so much that u feel terrible about your self that u just wanna curl up in a corner and not exist???
If you have an answer to these questions I'd really like to know!!
RIght now I think that life sucks ass. Of course mother has to ruin it the day before my b/f gets home....or i hope he comes home...not sure when exactly he is coming home.
I'll tell you guys what happened to me today...life is great i tell you!! **sarcastic**
ok today as soon as i got home from work i wanted to cook my self dinner cuz i was hungry....mom wasnt home yet so i decided to cook something simple...like mac and cheese (gotta love that stuff) well after i was all done eating and gave the rest to my dog...i put it in the sink to soak it cuz some of the noodles were stuck to the side and i couldnt get it off...and I didt want to put it in teh dishwasher cuz it never gets that stuff off... so i put some soap in it and let it soak...well little did i know that my mom was gonna be home 2 min later after I JUST put it in the sink....
she starts yelling at me and saying that i'm a lazy ass person, and i dont do anything around the house. (which is totally false) when i do stuff I do it for my mom cuz she asks me too...the days that I dont do it is because i had other things to do. I'm sorry but if u are having someone come over to the house and u expect me to clean it up?? I'm sorry...but it's ur mess...why do i have to clean up ur mess when u are the person that made it?? I clean up my messes. At least i dont leave dirty stuff on the stove and it takes u 2 days to put it in the dishewasher. Yea whatever if it eventually ends up in there...but i dont leave crap like that out for days at a time.
I still dont understand why she had to start yelling at me telling me i'm a lazy ass, and she doesnt understand how someone can be as lazy as me. She just doesnt get it she says.
well im gonna get off the computer now, and just sulk in my room..having a bad day b4 ur gonna get to see ur b/f sucks...i need to make my self in a better mood....
please answer my questions...i need the answers.... |
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| yay |
[Mar. 23rd, 2005|11:49 am] |
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| | happy | ] | well I got online this mornin thinking that i would get an e-mail from justin...but i just bet that since he is coming home soon that i'm not gonna get one. but oh well...
i tried to update last night b4 i went to bed but something was wrong witht he site or something.... but whatever...
I dont really have much to say this morning...or well right now afternoon...but all i know is that the sun is out right now and it's pretty! :-) LoL the rain isnt a lot of fun when u have to work in a COLD ice rink....especially when it rains...it gets really cold at work. :-\ not a good thing i tell you!
well i have to go now cause my mom needs me to move my car now...fun stuff
talk with ya all later!
buh bye now |
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| 2 more days |
[Mar. 22nd, 2005|09:28 pm] |
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| | bouncy | ] | omg just 2 more days...i cant belive that its here...i honestly didnt think that it would come this fast...even though it felt like it had gone by so slow.
Today i woke up with extreme pain in my mouth. I noticed that my wisdom tooth is coming in on my left side. so the whole left side of my mouth is hurting like crazy. It sucks so much...its giving me a headache. :-\
I didnt get an e-mail from justin today...so im kinda bummed...maybe that since he is coming home so soon that he isnt sending anymore. But i did send him some the dya that i got his e-mail about him coming home earlier than expected.
I thought that i was gonna go out tonight with one of myfriends...but i cant remember if she had class or not **thinking....and confused** so i'm not sure.
I went to work today...it was boring...i didnt do anything except sit in the back and give out skates... fun fun stuff NOT! omg i was never so bored in my life. I honestly thought that time was standing still. but the next thing you know its 445 and it's time to clean up. Thank goodness to cause i seriously wanna gonna go insane knowing that i was sitting back there doing nothing for 3 hours. THe owner came into work today...so as soon as i saw him walk around the corner i knew that it was gonna be a difficult night...but luckily i left like an hour after he got there...but all i know is that it took me an hour and a half to get home tonight...stupid people dont know how to drive in the rain. I mean yea its a big wet mess out there...but its just a lot of water....its just water people!!!
well i'm gonna go now...i need to relax and do nothing for a change.
so i'll talk to ya all later!
buh bye now! |
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| i seriously cant wait anymore!!! |
[Mar. 20th, 2005|11:06 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | very anxious! | ] |
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| | Kelly Clarkson "Breakaway" | ] | OMG U GUYS u have no idea how excited i am about seeing my b/f. I'm just so excited!!!! and so anxious. Tomorrow i know im gonna be wishing that it was tuesday so i can go to work and then the next day be wednesday so i can go to work and then thursday so my b/f can come home! YAY i hope he will be home in time to come down and watch me skate. **crosses fingers**
right now i'm hungry and i dont know if my headache is because i'm hungry...or if its the fact that my ear is bugging the hell out of me, and it hurts really bad. I'm thinking about cooking some chicken tenders *yum yum** sounds good :-P mmmmmm LoL
well i just looked at the time and it's almost midnight...which means in about 5 hours my mom is gonna wake me up to move my car....which is gonna suck ass. This is why i wish that we could sell my old car so she can park in the drive way instead of parking her car in the garage where mine is SUPPOSED to be parked. I hate having to wake up at the crack of dawn just to move my car and then go back to bed, and then end up waking up at 11:30 and half the day has gone by...
well now that i'm thinking of those chicken tenders...it sounds really yummy....i think im gonna go cook those. LoL :-P yummy yummy yummy |
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